Okey, be warned . . the truth may hurt, but the moment is totally indifferent, it simply unfolds accordingly; meaning? Well, what one has in one's life, right now, is what one has acknowledged to oneself that one is truly worthy of.
You can't fool consciousness (The Moment), it simply unfolds according to what you 'believe' or 'acknowledge' to be real or true for you. It will unfold as your greatest fears (regardless of all your protestations to the contrary), if those fears are greater than your greatest desires; therefore your fears will manifest!